Hey — So some of you may or may not know, but my work is going out of business and i am now unemployed. save the “I’m sorry”s cuz yea whatever.

I posted a post on my blog about my feelings and now i’m over it. check it out or whatever you like

sashimiyum.wordpress.com

..no tragic endings..

YES FINISHED!. now on to packing..and looking for housing o.O. man the housing thing is gona be screwy. its gona be hella hard to find a 3bdrm place during the summer especially if its during the summer time. unless i find a way to stay in sc for a couple days in random points during the summer, we r gonna have trouble finding housing. hopefully it will all work out!

ONE MORE FINAL TO GOOOOO !@#$%

I just finished 2 finals. I got 104% on my first one, but didn’t do the final project– so I got a C- in the class. LOL
then on my 2nd final, I freakin’ bombed the 1st part, but I’m sure aced the 2nd part. & I got a C on my final project cuz it was a week late D: … I’m hoping I get a C in the class. T-T

my grades suck BUTT this quarter .__. I partied wayyyy too much & am suffering for it :\

anyway! last final is on Wednesday & it’s nothing but finishing up my jacket, presenting, then GOING HOME! Shari (our instructor) wants to go out to dinner with us all (only 4 of us in the class) afterwards. depending on where, I’m not sure if I wanna go. O: I might just go home early :x

ELLLLEEE, let me know how your interview went! I hope they offer you a hostess position :3 & hopefully I’ll get a server position & we’ll work together! xD [better yet, I can carpool with you :DD] ahaha

anywho. I’ll hopefully be free on days that I’m not working ~ so let’s go to the beach or something. O:

I’m sitting at work waiting for clients to show up for a graduation recital.

they booked way too much time 1 - 8. But their recital is at 4pm.

No one is here.. and me as a technician had to show up at 12:30.

Whatever… I get paid to be here and then eventually just open doors for people. fun, yea? -__-;

I have complete ADHD. I wanna be outside on the lawn studying not stuck in a dark room in the recital hall building attempting to study. I have serious ADHD and i wanna run up and down the stairs going LA LA LA LA LA… Damn.. Only thing that is getting me to focus is rock music and my mp3 player is about to die. oh cruel fate!!

7 page paper due tomorrow..

Didn’t know it was due until today…

Staying up all night to work on it…

Oh yeah, time to procrastinate. >=b

Even though it’s coming down to finals, projects, writing programs on shit that i honestly dont understand…

I am just super excited and happy about life right now. Not everything is going right — but it’s ok. It’s one of those times.. Where i havent figured out why i’m happy or excited. But I am just… excited.

Summertime = work + work2 + promoting + romance + hanging out with friends until wee hours of the morning and getting 2 hours of sleep + spontaneity

im in dear need for finals to just blow by me. all this pressure, this stress, this bs; all this can be resolved as soon as finals r over.

im really intrigued to know how my life will go about after finals. i wanna know if my life will change or not. this is the turning point, and i guess its up to me to decide where i wanna go in life? i just cant help but think about these things. im not sick of these thoughts or anything, but rather, my curiousity has hit an all time high. will it be a happy summer? will it be a sad summer? will it be a happy junior year? will it be a crappy junior year…

i guess i wont know all this until the next new year..

sigh.

I am doing CRAZY work right now.
& I’m only really working on it because I find it interesting xD

I’m SOOO CRACKED OUT.
didn’t eat too much today, but had a lot of caffeine. & having some right now O:

I’m doing a powerpoint on 16th century Japan– it’s fun. LOL
but I’m skipping out on doing the paper (maybe) and it’s also LATE. hahaha ^^;

hope everyone’s keeping up with schoolwork #_#
FINALS ARE NEXT WEEK AND I’M DONNNEEEE ~
bonsai ~~ 

So umm… yeah I’ve been MIA for a bit too…but I DO want to remind you all once more…

PRIDE is this weekend!!

I’d really really love to see you all there… I’m telling you it will be kick ass because there will be FREE BBQ, bounce house, free t-shirts, crafts all around, post-secret wall, GREAT performances and more more more! I know that Dane and Aya wanted to go and I’ll be so stoked if you guys do go! xDD

As excited as I am about PRIDE, I am also quite not too thrilled about the 12 hr work day I’m going to have. I’m first going to have to get up at like 7 AM this Saturday after going to bed at maybe 2 or 3 AM* and then I get to work the whooolleeee day with probably very little food to work with because the food is for everyone else. Oh well, wish me luck in surviving this Saturday.

*= funny story, so there’s this Rocky Horror Picture show (that Michael’s in…and he’s been really trying to get as much people as possible to go to the show) that they’re doing on Friday (before PRIDE day) that starts on midnight and probably ends at around 2 AM. Well, I was originally NOT going because that’s fucken insane to do both, right? Well, when I was near the ticket table for Rocky Horror, the people there were trying to get me to buy a ticket but I said I didn’t have money to be polite. It just happens that someone from my french class was also at the table and he goes, “I’ll buy your ticket if you go with me”…I thought about it and said, “sure”. Free ticket right? hahaha, ELLE STOOPID. Now, I am obligated to go because he bought my ticket and all and I guess (and I say this pretty loosely), it’s a date?

Funny thing, I’m NOT excited about tomorrow night at all– especially because I can’t seem to get over a certain other person yet. And yeah I understand that this might be a perfect opportunity for me to move on, but I don’t really want to move on so I’m not even REMOTELY interested in this guy. *sigh* I feel ridiculous and reaaaally stupid…especially because he’s not even treating me all that nicely lately– OH OH! but the funny thing– HE is going to be going to the SAME SHOW. Oh this will be VERY interesting…VERY VERY interesting.

I’ll keep you all posted on what happens… hahaha

ETCH-A-SKETCH… porn?!

it’s too funny, guys.
toooooo funnyyyy xD